#and i hate tanking. so fucking much
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also i think this season of ow ill actually try competitive but only for support bc i’m too scared to do it with dps LOL
#and i hate tanking. so fucking much#i just want a gold gun thats it but i gotta play comp for it#shoots myself
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Just finished Gotham Knights
Many thoughts but here's a quick doodle of the bestest boy ever ❤
#jason todd#gotham knights#wppyart#this game had so many flaws and I wouldnt say it was a pleasant gaming experience#(also partially thanks to my old PC i guess?)#BUT!!!!!!!!!!#the characterization of Jason?#FLAWLESS#thank you dev#easily my top 2 Jason of all time#he's just sO#he's trying HIS BEST and I just love that?#he acknowledges his past errors#he acknowledges he needs help#and he doesnt shy away from it under some bullshit masculinity or whatever tf#he tries to assimilate himself back into the family#and the best part is?#the family never once ridicule him and his effort#I LOVE HIM SO MUCH EUARGH#also he's a fucking tank HES SO HUGE NEXT TO BRUCE IM#but im sorry i had to fix the hair a little coz yall know i hate greasy hair
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if anyone is able to help me out i'd appreciate it, im still broke as hell. this month has been really difficult for me. i worked a total of 5 days all month and my bank account is in the negatives again after paying bills and getting some living essentials. i dont know how im going to pay my rent like this. i applied to a financial relief fund from a local trans advocacy group but it's going to be a few weeks until anything comes from that. if you have literally anything to spare it would help me out a lot 😭🙏 i feel bad ive been asking for help so often and i know everyone is struggling, im working on getting my life back in order but everything fucking sucks and is difficult right now :( even just spreading this is a huge help
pp: paypal.me/bewearrr vnm: tobias_leviathan
thank you 💕💕
#im looking for a new job but i dont think its gonna happen any time soon :( my current job is fucking miserable#im working on comms to the best of my ability but i can only draw so fast and i dont want to injure myself and its hard to stay motivated#when ur mental health is tanking so hard#my physical health has been tanking too like stress is getting to me so hard i fucking started a period out of nowhere#i havent menstruated in like 10 years legitimately#im so beyond stressed i have to stop myself from panicking all the time#i have a bunch of work coming up this week but its nowhere near full time#they schedule based 'on performance' when youre part time and since im only here one day a week and they put me at the station i hate--#the most its almost inevitable that theyre using this as a way to get me to not be there. i dont think my boss likes me very much.#bc then they can claim my performance isnt good BECAUSE YOU PUT ME ON THE TASK THAT IVE SAID FROM DAY ONE I DONT WANT TO DO
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Happy loser stoner tguys emduo . for those who celebrate
#Stupid doodles I love you.#Tguy in white tank top I love you.#rat.emduo.tag#rat.techno.tag#rat.philza.tag#rat.technoman.tag#weed cw#cw weed#tw weed#weed tw#shrug if I missed one sorry . Four should cover most people who want to avoid that I think ?#Sorry if not.#technoblade#philza#emduo#emerald duo#rat.op.tag#rat.art.tag#Zzzz .#they’re so fucking stupid I love them.#Anyways dsmp techno would NEVER get inebriated to any extent the paranoia is too bad. He’d be the worst to smoke with.#He’d freak out and not tell anyone until he literally just got up and walked into the darkness.#Dsmp Phil would be chill but he would think its kind of lame because his favourite recreational drug is some insane ancient shit#Unheard of in the current era. The sort of thing that changes you indelibly but is extremely fun. So weed in comparison is like basically#Nothing.#Nobody should let dsmp ranboo smoke it would just be horrible. One hit and he greens out. Almost dies.#I don’t think niki would smoke but shes a baker yk . Options. Smoking is too wilcoded and she likes fire a bit too much and also#Hates fire a bit too much. Yk.#But she’d be chill until she wasn’t yk.#Anyways syndicate nightmare blunt rotation f.s.
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what's the biggest tank that's actually been used?
The answer to that would depend on what you mean by "used".
The largest tank ever produced was the German PzKpfw. VIII "Maus", an ungodly mess of a vehicle and the reason that I have blood pressure issues. However, only two hulls and one turret were ever completed, giving the German army just enough time to figure out that it was a stupid idea, and that the damned thing was barely able to move under its own power before the testing grounds were captured by the oncoming Red Army.
The heaviest tank to ever actually take to the battlefield was the German Pz.Jgr. Tiger Ausf. B, or the Jagdtiger. It was a 75-ton tank destroyer employed by the German army in the later years of WW2, built upon the chassis of the infamous Tiger II, and inheriting it's propensity for mechanical failure and self-destruct-button of a transmission.
Hope that answers your question, and if not, feel free to ask for clarification in the notes!
#tanks#military#german tanks#ww2 tanks#stupid fucking pieces of shit#got i hate both of these heaps of scrap metal so much.
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i dont think ill ever recover from the pure tragedy that is Touya Todorokis story/life. Genuinely the ending did mental damage to me
#arson yaps#touya todoroki#todoroki touya#Literally what the fuck was that ending for him#I find all the villains endings to be very unsatisfying but touya was my favorite from the beginning#dabi was just an interesting guy with a very cool character design and then we got his backstory and it was just. Interesting!#hes still a huge fave and i just. Brother euw about the ending#Its hard tp put into words exactly what i hate so much about it but Endeavor not facing real consequences for his actions#And how it all fell into place. We dont even know if touya is alive by the official ending. hes just in some tank basically stuck#its sad. its depressing and its not a fit ending for the story and what i thought the meaning was#none of the villains got an ending that made sense for them#nothing really changed. we didn’t seem to learn anything#its a fantasy it really wouldn’t have been so difficult to show at least some of the villains getting a sort of redemption#i think theres just lots of lost potential in the canon ending#shout out to fanfic though. in my heart all the villains are alive and got that damn therapy and its all happy#(with y’know the product of their goals and the heroes its not perfect bc nothing is yaadada)#mha#mha dabi#dabi#and FUCK ENDEAVOR
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I hate how people treat fish so fucminf much and yall say it's not abig deal but it is. that's a living fucking creature and yallwill treat them like toys and aesthetic props I hate you
#nof aimed im just so upsst#fish arent toys. theyre alive#genuinely hate you guys so much so much soo much.#that stupid nyc pond. fish in bathtubs . tiny tanks not acclimated. i hate you guys.#im so upset.#micetalk#and further more if u cant handle owninf a fucking fish and providinf what it needs dont get one#that goes for any pet
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Incorrect Ttte Quotes 503:
Edward: Lmao, can you imagine your co-worker looking like a military general looking ass every time you see him. I mean, he might as well be one! Definitely got the drill sergeant vibes from him. 😏
Gordon, in the distance: ??????
#ttte#thomas and friends#thomas the tank engine#ttte shitpost#ttte memes#incorrect ttte quotes#ttte edward#ttte gordon#Oops accidentally realizing that Gordon looks like a military person#Along with Edward hating people in positions of power#So I think when Gordon got his blue uniform Edward despised the FUCK out of that outfit#He doesn't hate as much as before but still thinks Gordon's fashion sense could use some advice
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can someone acknowledge the existence of this (collection of) paragraph(s) that doesn't exist to other's eyes yet Please
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And then Matty holds his arms out by his side, lets his head fall down, chin against one of his collarbones, and George sees it immediately.
He’s playing the part of a saviour with blackened teeth and scummy hands, telling George he’s Jesus, telling George he could be his saviour, telling George to just fucking listen.
Matty keeps his arms there until George takes two long, steady strides over, and throws them down by his sides. He looks angry.
"You’re fucking disgusting. How could you? Why would you do that?"
There’s pretty, shiny tears starting to build over George’s brown eyes, and Matty knows he’s walking a fine fucking line between showing George what he knows and killing him in the process. He’s taken a whole lifetime of being told he’s dirty, he doesn’t care about one more. But he does. He does. He really does.
Of all the things George could’ve said to him then, that hurt him the most. He could’ve told him he was a sinner, that he should repent and worship like everybody else, could’ve told him that he deserves to go to hell, but telling him he’s disgusting hits somewhere far too close to home. He looked hurt at the sight, like he had no idea Matty could even think to do that, and that’s almost the worst part, because it came so easily to Matty, was he just that bad? Too far gone into that secular, Godless place that he couldn’t even see that he was wrong?
No.
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this is so dramatic its Lowk making me giggle...bitch why are u playing jesus sit down
#i cant stop posting Snippets that have no context at all im sorry#i like the attention unfortunately and i like to complain in my tags So#this melatonin almost tastes like Fish Tank#idk what the context is FUCK#i dont even know if most of these things that i post will fit into anything i just wanna get them OUT so theyre Real and not just thoughts#u know what i mwan#blah blah!#deus in absentia#idk whats possessed me yo start posting random things ive got written but Whatever#ymmmmm Okay...anyway...#picking spots on my face...mmm...........#my favourite activity...#i looove doing ... its so fun#like...lliiiiikkkkkeeeeee...........#ellipses sqve me#gatty#BLEEEGGGGHHHHHHHHH#i hate that word oMg#i love posting my every waking thought and a random Snippet#i dont feel Famous enough to be calling it a snippet#that seems reserved only for The Famous Ones or something#my chin hurts i picked it too much FUCK#anyway im posting this and LEAVING...#im gonna schedule it actually Omg#my fic
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The Ferryman from Sulfur
Smash
#smash#firearm#game#sulfur#this thing is so fucking stupid#like SO STUPID#SO FUCKING STUPID#IT'S SO STUPID#I FUCKING LOVE IT BUT IT'S SO DUMB#'A compact anti-materiel submachine gun designed for tank crews'#WHAT#WHY#I HATE THIS THING I LOVE IT SO MUCH#smg#?#IS IT AN SMG?#ARE WE REALLY CALLING IT THAT?#2nd image is from h3vr
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(Found out incorrect ttte quotes are a thing so Ima try my shot at one)
Timothy (oil burning boi, not that stupid thomas recolour ghost😭) : so, Sonny, what's the weirdest thing you've stolen?
Sonny : the weirdest thing I've stolen? Eh... probably someones prosthetic limb,
Timothy : what...
Sonny : someone left it on a bench and I just thought, "oh hey that looks pretty, mine now"
Timothy : and no one noticed you carrying someones leg??!
Sonny : I hid it
Timothy : where-
Sonny : I buried it,
Timothy : ....
Sonny : what?
#ttte#thomas and friends#thomas the tank engine#ttte sonny#ttte timothy#timothy but hes not that stupid ghost#i fucking hate ghost timothy so much#anyway#ttte incorrect quotes
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resisting the urge to install marvel rivals because playing overwatch for several years has done irreversible damage to my psyche
#medi.txt#GOD I MISS THAT GAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i fucking hate everything about it BUT I STILL MISS IT SO MUCH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS PLAYING TANKS ON GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I MISS ZARYA AND SIGMA AND JUNKER QUEEN AND ROADHOG AND AND AND guaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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sometimes it’s late at night and you’re cleaning your room and you come across a few old black and white photos of a young girl and you stare at them for a long minute wondering how on earth they got lost in an old Kroger shopping bag with an unopened pack of cigarettes and a receipt dated 2017.
and you look at the girl in the pictures sat on the floor of someone’s home you don’t recognize, smiling and playing with a set of keys and a tiny part of you feels like it recognizes her but you aren’t sure.
and you flip the pictures over hoping to find some sort of annotation that would give you context and all you find is the year 1964 stamped in tiny font along the edge.
and you flip them back over and time stands still as you realize that the recognition you feel is because she looks so much like you once did and next thing you know your hands are sweating and shaking and you have to sit on the floor because you’re crying so hard because it hits you all at once that you’re looking at your mother.
#hey Siri play In Color by Jamey Johnson for me please#music stuff#you should’ve seeeeen it in cooolllloor#Seven.txt#Seven’s Public Diary#normal Sunday night behavior#me? up all night hyperfocused on cleaning out my depression cave to achieve a sense of change and accomplishment -#- and ignoring every other aspect of my life including abandoning time sensitive tasks lest i get distracted and lose all motivation???#more likely than you think!#i’ve been at this since new years and i’m only like. halfway done. Gods help me#like i don’t mean ‘cleaning’ as in doing some light dusting. i mean there’s junk and trash piled 2/3rds of the way to the ceiling#when i call this room my depression/mental illness cave i Mean it#but no longer. i shall finally return this room to an acceptable state for the first time since. uh. 2022? i think?#i found a plastic container of dates buried under some laundry and the sticker says they’re from March of last year lmao#i forgot about those/thought i threw them away. but they were thankfully sealed so well that they hadn’t drawn any bugs#and oddly enough hadn’t even visibly molded/gone bad. but i didn’t open them up for a smell test i just chucked ‘em in my giant trash bag#i’m finding all kinds of shit i forgot i even had which is nice but it’s also distracting me like those pictures did#i’ll have to show them to her and ask her about them tomorrow#and ur probably like ‘u found old pics of a girl that looks like you why didn’t you immediately recognize ur own mom’#and 1. there’s countless pics of countless old relatives around this house that i barely/don’t recognize and never even met#and 2. i’ve barely ever seen any pics of my mom from such a young age so i have no images to reference in my mind#and it just fucked me up bc. i don’t look like her anymore. i only see Him in the mirror. but i Used to look like her. i’m turning into him#and i fucking hate it so much. i don’t like that she looks at me and sees him. great now i feel sick.#anyways thats enough reminiscing i need to get some water and food in me and get back to cleaning. i shan’t rest until i’m satisfied#well. my period + depression combo kinda Did make me rest which is why it’s taken 5 days but still. the horrors persist but so do i#it’s not just for the sense of accomplishment tho. i also need to move the 75gal tank out of the living room thanks to the floor situation#so i’m trying to make room in my room for it since it has the newest & strongest floor. i just need to find a level spot thats big enough#my back is gonna be so fucked after all this cleaning that i’ll have to rest for a fucking week before moving that heavy ass glass box#i hate moving big aquariums it makes me so anxious. and i literally don’t know if i’ll have anyone capable of helping me#so it might not even happen and it’ll just have to sit empty in the living room forever. but Maybe he can/will help me
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me: hm I keep wanting to build outfits around tank tops and camis but I only have a few right now in just a couple colors and they're pretty worn out, luckily something like a solid-color base layer should be pretty easy to just get a bunch of online
amazon: cool yeah would you like a five pack of the camis you want that go up to what is listed as a 2XL but is still at least two sizes too small, or would you like one Just Perfect For My Special Body brand plus tank top with wide straps and a built in foam bra for the same price
me: actually you know what why don't I just set myself on fire instead
#I have a few things that are Fit For Me or Just My Size brands and I hate them so much#thank you for branding your fat people clothes exactly the same way as pull-ups for preschoolers#wowie! look at this SPECIAL UNDERWEAR we made SPECIAL just for YOU to fit your VERY SPECIAL BODY :) :)#I OWN camis that FIT I just don't wanna have to physically go to walmart or wherever I got them originally#even if I wanted to spend 25$ for one(1) cami when smaller sizes give you six I do not WANT the built in BRA I DO NOT HAVE--#and re: men's tanks for one thing I do actually want spaghetti straps a lot of the time#and for another I discovered recently that at least some men's/ 'unisex' tanks scoop out the arm holes uhhhh A Lot#and unfortunately I do in fact not ACTUALLY have nothing going on chestwise so :')#me trying to get dressed to be among other people: ahh what the fuck why don't I have any clothes that are halfway presentable#me trying to buy clothes: oh right.#wowie it is so weird that most of my shirts are graphic tees!! how did that happen!! hahaha!!!!! HAHAAAAH--#about me
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tanks on a point capture objective: but i want to fight everyone so im gonna completely ignore the point and complain when my healers die :)
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me doing everything but expert roulette bc I actually kinda just. don’t like the options
#the final dungeon is like. It’s fine#I would take that one over the others#tender valley is also like. this is fine. this is okay#it’s pretty so there’s that#it’s one I don’t mind getting#straybrough can go die in a ditch k hate that fucker#the final boss is the most interesting part but there’s so much shit to slog through#first boss is ass. second boss is like. mgngngngngmg okay?#it’s fine? it’s memory mechs + aglaia puddles#I hate those fuck ass baby dolls in the hallway#idk! I just don’t like the dungeon content in that roulette rn#yeah I could cap quicker if I did the roulette but my spite is stronger#owen talks#part of the issue is that I am just incredibly lazy#I don’t want to have to think sometimes so I don’t do the roulette#and expert makes me have to think#I also just like 8 man content better to play as healer or tank
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